Preparing to Heal the Sacred Masculine through the Energy of the Feminine
I don’t know about you but my energy has been feeling very ungrounded and my body has had some difficulties adjusting to the energetic changes going on in the world. The truth is that my feminine energy has been out of balance, often leading to strong emotions that are being purged from my womb. There has been a lot of joy and a lot of sadness recently and I know it is all for my highest good.
Today I went and got a cup of matcha — something…
It goes back to your childhood
I recently had a phone call with a friend and colleague where she stated that someone she respected and admired in the business world gave the advice to never do business with someone that seemed sexually repressed. To a certain extent I can understand that mentality. Sexual repression usually has anxiety and other emotional symptoms associated with it. Yet, if one were to really stick with this rule, half the world would be dropped from potential client status. Why? Sexual repression almost always has a traumatic memory linked to it.
From a yogic perspective…
Why your energy matters
Throughout my spiritual journey to date, I’ve learned a lot about my energy and soul loss. I did not know how much trauma or PTSD lingered in my system nor did I understand how much trauma was in my family lineage. When you are trying to heal your stuff, it can be hard to turn inward and really learn what is going on. …
It all fell apart
Right before my eyes
The hope that things would be better
Crumbled into ash.
I know not who I am
Nor where I am going
Nor what I seek
I just feel regret.
An airplane ride destroyed the love I desired;
But was too scared to say the magic words.
I fell victim to a friend who I thought knew more than I did.
I gave up my power, my sovereignty On walks by the ocean to a shark dressed like an angel.
Nevertheless, I walked my path, constantly crucified and beaten down along the way.
I’m actually not sure it is possible but you can try to have a sense of humor about it
A full blown awakening is a process. It is a very painful process that takes much longer than anyone thinks it is going to. Then one day you walk through a door and sit with a sense of peace and start realizing how ridiculous the world is and how you missed so much along the way. It is hard not to feel completely dumbfounded, in awe or like an idiot when you start to see the patterns in your life.
Many of us have been on a journey or have discovered past lives in a trance like state. Throughout the awakening process we begin to see where we have been conditioned or where we hold ourselves back. It would not be until I started undergoing a profound transformational process that I would be able to see that I never had an opportunity to truly get to know myself. I’ve hidden the diamond of my soul so far away due to fear of stepping into my own power and sense of self-worth that I became a shadow of my true self…
Yesterday, I watched as my tentative new plan forward in life took a potential detour. Over the past few years there has been a desire to move beyond psychology. The problem, however, is that I was always too scared to embrace who I really am. I’m highly intuitive yet intellectual. I’m spiritual and respect science but believe in the balance of the two. I talk to plants and animals. Up until yesterday, I thought there were nice gifts.
Now I know better.
This week has been full of amazing moments and epiphanies of the things I’ve done wrong in the past. When you’ve seen your past play out during an awakening it is hard not to crawl under a table and bawl your eyes out. You are literally being taken home and it can be an incredibly painful experience to remember who you really are.
Over the weekend in a breathwork class, I released the remnants of an old relationship that I thought I had processed. The realization of what I missed and how toxic the relationship was took me by surprise…
Your Healing Journey Needs to Leave your Home
In 2018, I started an extended round of traveling in an effort to heal. It was not the first time I had taken more than a week off to travel. Since 2011, I have traveled to over 30 countries — most without an intent to do anything spiritual. I am definitely a reluctant spiritualist but I always loved traveling and have learned a lot about myself in those times.
I’ve also learned that the spiritual community can be a blessing or a hot mess. …
It’s time you trust your emotions and your intuition
This week has been a profound transformation for me. It continues to be a process downloading all the information and trying to flow with my emotions. There has been a lot of healing and some big ephiphanies. The largest, however, is that I am one of the many women who have just stepped into a new phase of life in more predominant masculine energy. We are being called to lead in new ways.
We’ve entered a time where the divine feminine is set to step into her leadership capabilities and to…
Sex & Relationship Alchemist | Author & Speaker | Intuitive | Psychologist @jenniferbrhodes