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From Spiritual Beauty into Chaos
Why I’m Setting Boundaries with the Universe
In most of my writing to date, I’ve made it pretty clear that my career and ability to build a family have been affected since my Saturn return at the age of 27. That was in 2007 and the last time I was excited about my work. It was right before an economic downturn and it was a period of grief following a death in the family. I remember going through that first round of what I now know to be awakening experiences that launched me into a full blown body healing journey. 10 years later, I had found myself loving yoga and felt the energy of the world shift for the better. I thought I was on my path and I just wanted to be in my physical body. I was finding joy in physical exercise and learning that my astrology chart required me to have more discipline in my wellness routines.
Then it all came crashing down when it was time to descend into the underworld for the divine feminine healing. A process I now understand but had very little access and awareness of what was happening when a bizarre set of circumstances started in 2020. It coincided with a 3 year cycle of another planet that took me to very dark places triggered by someone who sent dark energy my way and again triggered recently by a yoga teacher on retreat.
I wish I could say that those circumstances were fully cleared. Even as I write…
