Processing Anger on the Awakening Journey
What it is like to realize your energy and your creative passions were affected by the spiritual energy of others
When I was a little girl, I craved creativity. I was raised around artists and was supported with creative problem solving. I saw things differently and was often rewarded for trying new things when I was young. It was okay to be independent. It was okay for me to have dreams. It was okay to think that I could be famous one day. This is the mentality of childhood.
Yet somewhere on this “journey” that joy, creativity, passion and energy was literally lifted out of my body. In what could only be considered soul switching, the essence of who I really am decided — during a time I was scheduled for a sexual reawakening, to transfer my energy elsewhere. I thought I was just going through a “transformation” process — much like you may believe has been happening to you. While I can say that it was a learning process, it happened one chapter too soon and involved the energy of the next generation who may be artistic and spiritually gifted but is bankrupting the artistic fields, parents of artistic children, and the sexual energy of single women simply by sitting at home engaging in too many spiritual practices rather than learning the wisdom of the material world.
