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The next stage of healing is coming
And most people aren’t going to like it
For the past three years, I’ve been in a very difficult healing cycle. Triggered by what I refer to as a twin flame activation, I’ve gone through the beauty and horror of some very deep healing. It was not something someone could have prepared anyone for. It was a level of ancesteral and religious work that the conscious mind could never prepare for — especially since I’m not religious and was more exposed to my Jewish side of my family where I did significant personal work over a decade ago with a rabbi. And, yet, it was all prompted by a connection that no matter how hard you try to get back to an easier timeline will not let you skip your ancesteral work. Even with all my education, training and preparation — this phase of healing has been the most difficult by far.
A true initiation process. One that is not even sought for but my soul decided it was necessary anyway.
As I sit with today’s solar eclipse watching the sun rise — again frustrated that there seems to be an energetic block with me getting on a dance floor to do something I love — I have been reflecting on all the things learned. And the truth is never easy to face. I’ve learned that there is not one ounce of blame or fault for all of the things that happened to me. That my emotions are completely separate from the truth of what…
