When it All Falls Apart

Musing about the biggest mistake in love I’ve ever made…

It all fell apart
Right before my eyes
The hope that things would be better
Crumbled into ash.
I know not who I am
Nor where I am going
Nor what I seek
I just feel regret.
An airplane ride destroyed the love I desired;
But was too scared to say the magic words.
I fell victim to a friend who I thought knew more than I did.

I gave up my power, my sovereignty On walks by the ocean to a shark dressed like an angel.
Nevertheless, I walked my path, constantly crucified and beaten down along the way.
Fear continues to stand in my way
And I know not what to do
I try to surrender
And while my body let’s go
My heart will never be the same.
I’ve never regretted anything in my life
Until he telepathically told me he loved me
And I just couldn’t say it back
The anguish and the broken heart is too much to bear at times
But he is a true love that I will meet again
Somewhere on a dance floor in a foreign city
Maybe in this life or the next
Our souls will never forget
And I will have to live with my mistake for the rest of this lifetime but…